6 min read
19 Aug

Kuuanonnii ghosts and subscribers and I start the day with 4 of you as the numbers of the ghosts has dipped, because the more living subscribers I get, the fewer the ghosts.


The Habs are facing elimination today and I have sought to put out into the worl a little Habisitivty, though at the end of it, it's up to the players to play beyond today.


So my bit of Habsitivity, in the form of a wiish that they win by a score of 4-0 can only be realized by scoring!


You have to score! Find a way to put the puck past the goalie!


You cannot end the series having only scored 6 goals all series and winning only once!


You're better than that!


At least I believe you are and no, a 4-0 win is not ridiculous.


This is now a trend that I am not writing in the 2nd Quarter.


And it's a bad one too.


Ugh.


Especially since I am drifting towards the days where I am going to need to chunder out more than even 28 rows of harvesting per day to keep to the great accomplishment that I am hoping to keep to.


And yes, it is an accomplishment. Just do the math and you'll see that it takes dedication to not only write each day but to write lots.


A lot more than I am currently writing right now..


But I'll get back to it.


Right?


That's the plan.


Now I just have to get back to it.


Sadly, this will not be the day bercause not only did I not write that much in the 1st, like really, I may as well have not written at all since I couldn't even harvest two rows when I was at it for for just under an hour.


But if the attention is not focused on writing, even in bursts, then that's the kind oif result that casn happen.


Also, if I hadn't written in the 1st, I would skipped out on the morning entirely because looking back on it now, there was no way I was going to write in the 2nd even though I had the time to I just just chose not to.


Yes, it happens to me too.


I'm just better at pushing through and having the days where I write like a machine.


And that is what it takes to write a million + words in a single year.


So foolish eh?


I say bold, especially when I want to do it for 15 years in total. One entirely with little sharing with the public, save for the blog that I did last year with my little followed blog.


Yes, I shouldn't be surprised that there are only four subscribers.


Sigh.


But I digress.


This year, since July 15, I've been sharing more writing and drawings, but it's still not the full from the start, minus anything that I reserve the right not to share so someone who's cynical can just say there's no way that this nobody wrote a million words. That's just impossible.


It isn't, but I can at least understand if he's only going to have access to some 400,000 words if straighten up and fly right and come back to the pace that I need to maintain to millionize a second straight year.


Next year, there won't be the easy path to disbelief.


Esepcially if I do some livestreaming of my writing, which sounds like a crazy idea but considering what's already on the interwebz, and on tv, this is not that far out there.


Besides, I'd be doing this with some assistance from comedians or something so I'm sitting here in Nobody Mansion.


Yes, I have a mansion.


Of course, I'm talking about the cynic being a man when the only man at Lake October is yours truly.


Maybe that should be a selling feature?


Hmm, something to think on for sure.


I'm not going to be leaving for a time with more than a field's worth of harvest but at least I've made certain sure that harvesting a full field will continue to be the case for me because I am sure to harvest more than 4 rows tonight, even if the worst case happens.


Just because I put some Habsitivity into the Universe last night, doesn't mean that it will be what manifests.


But I put it out there. I even said who the goal scorers would be.


I just did the math and if I hadn't written anything more past the last count, which I've already done of course and will do again tonight, I still have less top harvest less than 28 rows a day so the drift is not terrible.


It will get worse though if I don't find my way back to the discipline that gave me the results to bring me well past 600,000 words in only the eighth month.


Obviously if I had harvested more than a 100 fields once this year, I'd be further ahead but I aam not down in the mouth about how much I've harvested.


Though yes, August is on the way to being the most terrible month of the year for the purposes of harvesting words.


But I am not concerned about failing when the math says that I'm doing okay.


As long as I look at it by the daily and not by the month.


By month, it's looking like 87,000 words each, including the whole of December, which did not require that much writing because of the work that I done from the beginning of May to the middle of the last month of the first year of my Millionization.


Of course, if I bring out the writing as hard as I would like to, then the needed harvest for this December will be like it was last year.


Okay, that's enough writing about how much writing I have to do right?


Maybe I should call it a quarter here because I'm not feeling any stories.


And as it stands now, I have a need to harvest less than two full fields tonight to make it three for only the second time this week and fourth time this month.


Or put simply, I've harvested the full field and I want to make it  just that much easier to havest those goodful threes because as of the last count, I might as well call it two fields that I have to harvest and that's going to be harder to do with the Candiens season on the line.


So I must have been crazy to put some Habsitivity out into the Universe.


Maybe, but I wouldn't undo if I could because there's so much negativity in the fanbase right now.


Though yes, the Habs are not playing with the desperation that they need.


But it isn't over until it's over.


Kuuanonni. I have other things that I should be doing.


 












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