Not only am I not going to harvest three fields today, not if I intend to end the writing before the end of the night and do any drawing away from home, but I am not going to harvest 20 fields
I think that I can still harvest 17, but 20, not this week.
That's the writing side, as for the drawing side, while I continue to improve, I have ways to go when it comes to the drawing of people in any pose but a standing one,
And right now I'm challenging the limits of my drawing figures and backgrounds for something outside of myself that for many others would be enough to roll their eyes and scoff at me and do what I have to do in five minutes.
Yes, it's vague but I'm not at liberty to be more detailed than that.
Not that any of you are going to say spill it Fish.
I'm not going to harvest a full field tonight.
Not if I intend to leave the apartment, which I intend to do.
I chose to enjoy some slices of baked potato which taste fry like.
And the time of this choosing has led to me staying inside the sweltering heat that is my hotmid apartment, which I would have left behind by this time if I hadn't chosen the potato.
Of course, if staying in to write until the bottom of the next hour where I would draw the daily Red Folder drawing is what saved the second Millioncy, it would turn out to be the right answer because I haven't been writing hard this week and I could fall short of the Millioncy by as little as 300 words, which is a difference I'll certainly make up by staying home.
And had I left the writing behind, odds are that I would have forgotten the Red Folder drawing and each time I overlook completing that drawing I get rightly peeved with myself.
That's something that I obviously have no need of.
Okay, I'm stil going to come up short of the three fields' harvest, but I'm sure to harves a full fiel this quarter which makes the choice to stay in instead of not staying in. The right one.
Besides, I needed this as I have been dogging it this writing week and I am going to show somee resolved just to fail to the harvesting of 17 fields.
Oh bother.
But it wasn't like I was going to harvest 20 fields each full week for the rest of the year now?
I was bound to write through a week like this.
And so I am.
But I can and will rebound as I don't feel like I'm going to fail to millionize this year.
I would cite that this won't be like 2016 because I didn't make the efforrt for my first millionized year until August which petered out in November and eventually just slipped past 700,000 words.
Either way, I'm going to write a million words this year.
Right?
Yes.
Gulp.
And along the way, I am going to contiue writting some cool stories in both prose and poetry.
But that's going to come after I cool down again because the hotmidity has made it necessary to cool down in another soak.
But no knocking out because I still have that Red Folder drawing to bring into the world.
Tick tick tick.
The writing is not flowing well now is it?
But I am done with my visit to Mortuvhen and I am not expecting Haalthyn to return.
He left and boy was he peeved. I don't know that I will see him again.
Okay, I'm not going to harvest the 3rd field because I have to harvest 7 rows and the Rde Folder drawing is essential and the 3rd field is not.
Besides, the aformentioned lesser nature of the practice writing right now.
Be well and never forget that this too shall pass.
It's just a question of when.
Thank you for coming here.
If you did.