7 min read
11 Aug

It's still not back, but August 08th was not the beginning of the end of my drive to have multiple years of the Millioncy okay?


So let's lay that particular rumour to rest here and now shall we?


Good.


I like it when my subscribers believe in me. Even if there are only two of them.


A week after I was able to have subscribers I have two. You can imagine how much I am bothered by this since it doesn't cost nothing and people are getting both writing and drawings.


So this exclusivity sucks!


I need a new pinned tweet at twitter, which is where tweets live.



But what's it going to be?


I want it to be a lake at the base of a mountain with a tree but that could well be too difficult for me to pull off.


Wow, the low harvest quarters continue and while this one is better than the one from Saturday, it's not as good as the one from yesterday and there's no storying today.


I had an idea of a great adventurer, inspired by the epic scale of Doctor Who, but not a “doctor” with him away and either his assistant, which would have made him a professor and her  a Teaching Assistant or his boss adventuring in his place.


This sounds cool, but I do mean to return to the kindness story and Mortuvhen so these recent days of little to no work on those two tales is but a brief time away.


Kuuanonnii ghosts and subscribers


Kuuanonnii ghosts and subscribers, who are sadly outnumbered by said ghosts by many.


When the subscribers will outnumber the ghosts, which include Edgar Allan Poe, William Sidny Porter and Samuel Langhorne Clemens, who both died in 1910, 61 years after his too soon death since he was only 40. The other two had longer runs.


But one day, I'll have double figures as far as subscribers go.


I just have too because my site here is fun with writing and drawings. It's only a matter of time.


Even if that time includes the failure to go back to back on the millionization as it's now been two days where I couldn't even harvest two fields, let alone two or more.


And coming into today, I needed to harvest 2700+ rows a day and this day is not going to be one of those days where I push back hard and harvest more, like 3200 rows today.


That's just not going to happen as I would need to harvest two fields for that great good doing because the 2nd Quarter was meh and the 3rd sure doesn't feel like it's going to be anything but meh either as I am not feeling the drive and at best will hit the target that lies just beyond the wall that is built up around 1004 words a day.


So I won't have to harvest two fields then to slip past the not unimpressive minimum, but I'll still be behind even with that unlikely good result.


Not when I'm about to move away from the writing when I haven't yet written anything of the story kind since yesterday, which wasn't even of the gooder kind like the kindness story or Mortuvhen.


Oh bother. 


What of the story about  Kevin Purthaby that I got off to a good start before I was forced to ask myself where am I going with it? Other than it being a storyu that is not meant to be long at all thaty could blossom into something.


Ugh?


And there's also the idea about the hero that lost his powers and revealed his identity to a friend who'd never known that he was the known hero  Dr. Awesome until the aforementioned loss.

 

But will I bring you any of these today?


Time has passed again and while I travelled through time, it was only a brief travel.


The greater issue was that when I returned, instead of coming back straight away to the writing, I got caught up in the want of drawing so I drew.


I'd have already posted it to twitter, instead of here...


Wait, is this like talking to my girlfriend about my err, side piece?


I am at liberty to not share all of my writing or drawings here, though most will be found here.


And if it won't be found here, it will be found on twitter or Instagram, which is where you can find Peach who actually has a name. 


He's Brohsk and he also has adventures.


Though those adventures are only hypothetical, just like the publication that Brohsk is the face of, because though he's but a peach, he's a fantastic peach deserving these adventures.


And your attention.


Artoberist if you have da IG.


My problem isn't in the beginning of the stories, it's when then they reach a certain point and I can't carry them any longer.


Of course, whether the stories are of a certain quality has a subjectivity to it and not all of mine are going to resonate.


Or any?


Only time will tell.


It doesn't look like I'm going to be bringing you any story this quarter. You're left with just the practice of the craft, which may or may not have any of that to it.


All the negativity aside, I'm going to keep at it and hope that it doesn't take me ten years to build a aubscriber base worthy of calling it a base.


Whatthat number is I'm not certain sure, but it's more than two and less than the 10,000 that it is sadly clear won't be the source of help that I was hoping that it would be.


Though to be perfectly clear, both my subscribers are from twitter, so that's a hundred percent.


And it shouldn't be a hundred percent as I have people that I actually know and am friends with.


Even others that I wish could be something more with.


But that ain't gonna happen. Just like, it seems, or is now certainly, that they won't be subscribing to my little site so that it becomes something more.


Ugh.


The 3rd quarter is kicking the butt of the 4th


And I don't know that the 4th can storm back and overtake the 3rd's efforts this week because I am not feeling the flow in that quarter and I can't very well not write in a couple of 3rd this week to give the 4th a fighting chance.


Okay, this is not interesting is it?


I think I'm going to call it a quarter here since there's only 22 minutes left in the quarter.


Kuuanonnii.


It's a Monday night and I am back from buying groceries because I wanted Pizza and Coca-Cola.


And now I'm back from said supper, watching Monday Night Draw with Meredith and Dave, wishing that I could be drawing along with him but I am words first and the words are entirely too lacking today, which is the third straight day like this.


That's not good, but I'm not worried that I'm going to fall off the pace to Millionize this year the same as I did last year.


So the long and the short of it is I shouldn't be going out tonight because I haven't even gotten anywhere near two fields' worth of words, which is the minimum that I should be hitting.


Yes, bad form Dr. Millions.


Or should I not call myself that?


And I'm still on the first page. I might as well end the night here since I am hardly writing at all and there's one more drawing that I should be doing.


Fine, I crossed over into a new page so I will stay for that.


Though now I catually have to write like I give a damn about harvesting the words and don't just let time pass as I watch youtube or tweet while not writing for the past twenty minutes.


Or was it more?


Tick tick tick.


I have to get to it.


And I also have to apologize for not bringing you any story work.


I need to get back to the stories, even if they aren't of the kindness or Mortuvhen.


Kuuanonnii my friends. I'll do better tomorrow.

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