7 min read
28 Aug

I have a story to finish. And there's no time like the present, save for the fact I'm not sure how to end it.


That got a lot darker than I thought that it would. But for me, it works. And I'm going to leave it like.


It's ready to go the orchard.


My second story this week.


Thank you emotional pathos.


Sigh.


Thena gain, without it, I probably wouldn't have won the writing week with a harvesting of 20 fields that I will complete in this quarter, leaveing the next two as surplus, which really isn't because of the past two weeks.


Not that I'm complaining about those weeks because there was some good happening in them.


And earlier in this one.


Sigh.


But again, that led to this and this may well have saved the mission to millionize a second straight h\year, so that makes it good.


Thought there's still four months of writing after this month and not counting today's writing, including the story which I've already told you where it's going, is short of a million by 

344,733 which is still a lot of writing. Like I'm going to have to write hard each day for the rest of the year, so it hasn't saved anything just yet.


And it was a lot of quiet pain for a lot of stupid reasons.


Well, not a lot, but more than two anyway.


This is a swear.


But I still have the rest of the month to bring that tally down, even that 344,733 just gets me to a million and I am not satisfied with just a million words, though I'd be satisfied with just a million dollars.


Though sitting here right now, the odds of me ever millionizing anything but years thanks to my ableness at writing lots, are sadly low.


Yeah ladies, I'm a keeper.


Not that I'm going to score any companionship from my website.


Or that I'm looking to.


Swear word, I should give thought to not looking for a time.


Like 6 months.


But I doubt I could do that.


Sigh.


Maybe I should just write, draw, write, write some more and be happy that I can create things


Like this.


Don't say no

The child says

To the mother good

Though it's understood

By all save her

And others of her like 

That Mommyhood 

And Daddydom too

Though all about loving you

Always have a ready no indeed

Because that's the way it's gotta be


See they know best

What's right for you

In your carefree years

So shed all the tears

You're going to shed

When mommy and daddy 

Are oh so mean

Because they told you no

About this or that

But always remember

They love you best

You're their favourite little pest

And they wouldn't have it any other way


Don't say no

You say out loud

And your will but makes them proud

But doesn't change the no

That's ready when

You ask for things

That you don't need

Or need as yet


But this you'll understand

When you're all growed up

And the better for the no

Not that you'd think it so today

Mommy and Daddy do

Yes do know best


Well, I think I will call the quarter here, even though there's more time left.


Besides, it's not like I'm going to write 2000 words right?


Then again, at just past 15 rows harvested in this one quarter, I am apt to do that if I just write on.


So guess who's staying?


Yep, that's me.


Huzzah!


Wow, am I about to go three for four on four fields harvested?


Damn, that pathos eh.


Though I'd still rather be without it.


The words though, they're happy for the goodly company of two stories that wouldn't be and probably some poetry.


So again, thanks to the pathos and yeah, the bringer of.


Now if there was an other side to this, like a better after, that'd be doubly cool.


But how likely is that? 


I cannot say because I do not know.


Oh to the joy.


And now I find myself stopped at the cusp of the halfway point, not certain that I'll have enough in the tank to push on in the latter part of the day than now


Yet still I press on, as I press on with this, even though you lot are the only ones who even gave me chance enough to subscribe, whether you're readin any of my writing on any basis, I'm not going to complain if you're not, what matters at this point is you done signed up at all.


So thanks.


As for writing 2000 words ina single quarter which gives me the drive to double that in the latter half, it would have been nice but it didn't  happen just like so many other things and I have to accept that.


And yes, yes, move the swear word on. But not yet, it's only been two full days, I'm entitled to another three before you have the right to say hush it was just a short time in the company of loveliness.


Next?


Sigh.


Oh look! I'm close enough to hammer past the 2k liomit and harvest two whole fields in 4 hours and 40 minutes.


Give or take because that's just over a huindred wordds and I can surely write that many words of practice in less than four minutes.


Thank you writing speed

You're exctaly what I need

To put a little bow

On the morning don't you know

As I wrote halfway

To a 4 k day


Boom!


That's your drop the mic moment.


Maybe.


I still don't know that I've written enough yet And even whe I do, it will probably come at the very end.


Well, it pretty much is. 


What's another 30 seconds going to get me?


Kuuanonnii.

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